Sharp knife.

Someone I swore I’d never be
Who trades his dreams for security
Walks this city blindly
Lately it’s a little hard for me to see
Lately it’s a little hard for me to believe

And it’s all disappearing
And it all falls apart
And it seems like the ending
Is a lot like the start

Well nature has its own rules
Like gravity crushing me
And lies, I'm of the memory
Lately it’s a little hard for me to believe
At least you left a mark on me

And I think there’s a reason
At least there’s a sign
And all that we call chaos
I will say it’s by design
But I’m just lying